Jan 2, 2026

ifitbeyourwill S06E23 • Emily Yacina


Snow hushes the streets; songs do the same to the head. We open on a coast-to-coast weather check and drift into a story that starts in Philly basements and only really clicks once Emily Yacina loosens her grip. Confidence, she says, was something the scene lent her early on—small rooms, big hearts. Most songs still arrive as a fragment: a phrase, a melodic flicker. Writing becomes a place to set feelings down when there’s nowhere else to put them.

There’s a pivot here—from hardline DIY to letting collaborators leave fingerprints. Control gives way to trust. A pianist widens the frame, a violinist pulls a thread, a great engineer sharpens the picture. Emily talks about the awe of unfamiliar studios and the humbling realization that audio engineering is its own deep craft, not just a means to an end. Then comes release-day whiplash: years of work suddenly gone, the quiet after the drop, the itch to check a feed for proof of life. She’s honest about the pressure to “go viral,” and how she learned to measure success by connection instead of metrics.

Touring again—after time away—reset the temperature. Nightly rooms, real conversations, and a sense of abundance replaced scarcity. Move your body, move your ideas. Momentum follows motion. She’s carrying that energy into 2026: more sessions, more collaborators, and a steady aim to make songs feel as alive as the feelings that sparked them.

If you’re into indie folk with DIY roots, the mechanics of songwriting, and the quiet courage it takes to share something personal, this conversation sketches a practical map for sustainable creativity.

If it hits home, follow the show, pass it to a friend who lives for singer-songwriters, and leave a review—so the right ears can find it.




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2025 Playlist


some of the tunes I listened to a lot in 2025!


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Dec 31, 2025

ifitbeyourwill Podcast: A year in intimate conversations and genre-bending discoveries

When you think about the vital threads weaving through indie music in 2025, ifitbeyourwill Podcast stands as one of those understated connectors — a show that doesn’t just interview artists, but listens to them. Across the 22 episodes of Season 6, host colleyc carved out a space that was cozy but incisive, unhurried but revealing, and always deeply invested in how and why these musicians make their art. 

Rubber Band Gun: The One-Man Machine

In late December, If It Be Your Will welcomed Kevin Basko, the mastermind behind Rubber Band Gun — a project that thrives on the tension between analog warmth and DIY restlessness. Basko’s episode was a rare glimpse into how limitations — technical and personal — can become artistic fuel. His hybrid analog workflow, a self-imposed “RBG25” challenge, and reflections on borrowing traditions without mimicking them felt like lessons in artistic identity. It was not just a conversation about music, but about the joy of doing it your way. 

Highschool: Lockdown Roots to Global Aspirations

The Melbourne-born Highschool brought something else to the mic: urgency. Their episode captured the raw velocity of a band formed in lockdowns and hardened by intention. With unfiltered talk of turning mood into melody and image into sound, this is a project that feels primed to define the indie rock trajectory of the next few years — not through bombast, but through craft. 

Eades: Post-Punk Poetry in Motion

December’s conversation with Eades — the duo of Harry Jordan and Tom O’Reilly — was a study in how personal history finds its way into sound. From Pink Floyd–blasted mornings to a songwriting partnership born of opposites attracting, Eades reminded us that post-punk energy doesn’t have to be kinetic chaos; it can be thoughtful, meticulous, and evocative. 

Ada Lea: Vulnerability Turned into Voice

One of the season’s most tender conversations belonged to Ada Lea (Alexandra Levy), whose path from singing Christina Aguilera in a bedroom to teaching voice at Concordia University was equal parts relatable and profound. This episode distilled what makes If It Be Your Will so compelling: it’s not only the music, it’s the becoming — the honing of voice, the negotiation with setbacks, and the art of living a creative life with sincerity.

sundayclub and the Alchemy of Serendipity

In early December, sundayclub offered a conversation about the kind of serendipity that defines so much of indie output — a guitar pulled from storage, a fortuitous concert encounter — and how these unplanned moments shape sonic identity. Their warm, hazy dream-pop ethos was as much a reflection on creative process as it was on how art feels in the moment. 

Why This Matters

What unifies these episodes — from Rubber Band Gun’s analog experiments to Ada Lea’s reflective storytelling — is a refusal to be rushed. In a musical era obsessed with virality and metrics, If It Be Your Will offers something rarer: depth. Here, tempo isn’t measured in streams per minute, but in meaning per conversation. That’s a big part of why the show has become such a vital soundtrack to 2025 — not just as a document of artists’ lives, but as an archive of how indie music feels alive. 

And if Season 6 is any indication, 2026 is poised to be even richer — a year where the quiet stories of process, place, and persistence become as compelling as the music itself.

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best of 2025 • Vulture Feather • It Will Be Like Now


The heads will know McCann and Gossman from their time in the prehistoric Don Martin Three (recently re-issued catalog by Numero Group) and later, Wilderness (Jagjaguwar). While prior efforts are beside the point, this is undeniably the sound of people who have been making music together for 25+ years. Glistening as much as howling, the guitar and vocals function as duet, delivering The Only Story Ever Told over a concise and thunderous rhythm section. It's the sound emulating from everywhere, all the time, through thick carpets of clouds, reverberating off canyon walls, through troubled waters, and finally to your devices, your ears, your heart, if you choose to hear it. -Mike Taylor 

 

Dec 28, 2025

ifitbeyourwill S06E22 • Rubber Band Gun


There’s a point where trying to sound like your heroes stops being useful. For Kevin Basko, that moment didn’t lead to reinvention so much as release. Under the name Rubber Band Gun, Basko has built a body of work that values motion over mythology—records that feel lived-in, slightly unfinished in the right ways, and unconcerned with landing in any single genre lane. Rubber Band Gun moves freely between indie rock, psych textures, and playful concept albums, but the sound is held together by process. Basko works with a hybrid analog setup—tape machines, outboard gear, and an aging computer that forces decisions instead of postponing them. These aren’t aesthetic choices so much as practical ones. Limits speed things up. Speed keeps the songs honest.

That instinct was sharpened early. Basko went from writing lyrics in backyards to getting an unexpected elevator text that pulled him out of music school and into Foxygen’s touring band. The jump offered a close-up look at how records move through the world, but it didn’t replace his DIY core. If anything, it reinforced it: whatever the scale, the work still had to feel alive. The clearest expression of that philosophy came with RBG25, a self-imposed challenge to release a flood of albums in a single year. What could have read as excess became a reset. Working fast forced Basko to trust his ear, commit to arrangements, and learn when a song was finished—not perfect, just done. Mic placement mattered more. Tempo became a quiet organizing force. The songs stopped asking for permission.

Tempo comes up often in Rubber Band Gun’s world, less as a technical detail and more as a mindset. Faster tempos discourage fussing. They keep doubt from settling in. The music moves forward before self-editing can flatten it. Basko is openly skeptical of the blank page. Total freedom, he argues, is a trap. Constraints—time limits, concepts, arbitrary rules—give songs something to push against. That’s how En Passant, a chess-themed record written in a three-day sprint, came together. The idea wasn’t precious; it was functional. Influence shows up here as method, not mimicry. Dylan’s presence is felt in motion and reinvention, not sound-alike gestures. Film and comedy shape pacing and structure. The goal isn’t to reference, but to absorb.

Rubber Band Gun doesn’t sell a grand theory of creativity. It just keeps making the case, record by record, that momentum matters. Keep projects moving. Release often. Let listeners meet the work halfway.

Sometimes the fastest route to your own voice is simply refusing to wait for it.




best of 2025 • Teethe • Magic Of The Sale



Teethe re-emerges with Magic Of The Sale, a soft but steelyfull-length album where the Texas band's four distinctsongwriters, singers, and artists ask a series of interlockedquestions about what it means to build a life in a time of sharedcollapse. The result is a sad and beautiful self-built world ofSouthern slowcore, where four people turn toward one anotherand drift forward, together. dead dog

Dec 27, 2025

best of 2025 • Hallelujah The Hills




best of 2025 • DOPE LEMON • JOHN BELUSHI




I'm doped out, self-medicated at all times
I'm the undertaker's favourite song to dance to
We're all just pine boxes doing the tango
The music makes me move like a spooky boy
I put my lips to God's ear and said, "Now, listen"
I ain't hanging up the boots, is that clear
I'm the king ghost, I'm the spooky boy, you can't catch me
And I saw my reflection in her tears

Cowboy the fuck up, let's get moving
As I stumbled out the bordello store
Chain me up to the fridge and sell tickets
I'm a freakshow and I want more
I was there in the room when Belushi had his send-off
Man, that night the gods must've broke out their finest gear
I was there when the Roman Empire crumbled

How they must've partied upstairs, oh dear
Hey, I'm going to give you all my love
Hey, I'm going to give you all my love
Hey, you don't have to go it alone
Hey, I'm going to give you all my love
My love, my love, my love now


Dec 21, 2025

best of 2025 • Zack Keim

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best of 2025 • Golden Apples

Golden Apples is a prolific group of musicians formed and heralded by singer and songwriter Russell Edling. Shooting Star, their fourth album, is a sprawling new work packed to the brim with playful eccentricities and dynamism, one that owes as much of its inspiration to mid-century folkies like Michael Hurley and Karen Dalton as it does to alt rock of the nineties like Yo La Tengo and Stereolab. The album is a constellation of influences, experiences, and reckonings–with the state of the world, with others, with creativity, and with oneself.

Dec 19, 2025

best of 2025 • Avery Friedman • New Thing


 

“Her full-length debut, New Thing, is a work of raw singer/songwriter confessionalism, evoking the knotted melodies, homespun arrangements, and searing edges of musicians like Squirrel Flower, Babehoven, or Adrienne Lenker.“ – UNDER THE RADAR MAGAZINE

Dec 16, 2025

ifitbeyourwill S06 E21 • Highschool


HighSchool came together during Melbourne’s lockdowns, when time felt strange and options were limited. Instead of overthinking it, they focused on what they could control: making songs, working quickly, and trusting their taste. From the start, they weren’t chasing big arrangements or studio tricks. The songs came from a mood first — images, colours, a general feeling — and the music followed. Tempos stayed high. Parts stayed tight. If something didn’t serve the song, it didn’t stay. That approach runs through their self-titled debut.

A lot of that clarity comes from how the band works as a duo. Both are multi-instrumentalists, but roles matter. Lily, who began on drums before moving to synth, brings a strong sense of taste that keeps things from getting too clean or overworked. Sometimes the “right” part isn’t the most emotional one, and she’s often the voice pushing the song back toward feel instead of finish. When they moved to London, the process stayed the same. Writing became routine — like showing up to work — without forcing outcomes. They spent months in South Bermondsey, using a small studio as a shelter from the weather and the noise of the city. Melodies showed up when they were ready, sometimes half-asleep, sometimes all at once.

The album itself pulls from different moments. Some tracks took shape slowly. Others happened fast. Sony Ericsson is a good example — nearly scrapped, then rebuilt from scratch in a single day. That urgency is part of what makes it work. Mixed by Claudius Mittendorfer, the record keeps its rough edges while sounding focused. You can hear traces of shoegaze, post-punk, and dream-pop, but nothing feels overstated. It’s music that leaves space, but still moves.

Since release, the response has grown steadily. Radio support in Australia, the US, and the UK has brought new listeners back through the catalogue, song by song. There’s no big reset — just forward motion. The plan is simple: tour, write, release often, and don’t wait around for perfect.
HighSchool’s story isn’t about hype or reinvention. It’s about trusting your instincts, keeping the process lean, and letting the song do what it needs to do.


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Dec 14, 2025

best of 2025 • The Beths • "Mother, Pray For Me"



“Mother, Pray For Me” is stripped-down and intensely personal. Over plaintive finger-picked guitar, Stokes’ voice is childlike in its wistful plea for connection. Here, Stokes grapples with the lives her parents have led, their mortality, and how to see them as people who did their best, even when it might not have felt like enough. “I cried the whole time writing it,” Stokes reflects. “It's not really about my mother, it's about me —what I hope our relationship is, what I think it is, what it maybe actually is, and what I can or can't expect out of it.” anti

best of 2025 • Bleeds by Wednesday

best of 2025 • Ryan Davis & the Roadhouse Band • “New Threats From The Soul”



“If you don’t know it yet, it’s my privilege to tell you that Ryan Davis is one of the greatest songwriters of his generation. Bold instinct immediately insists that I lose the qualifications: he’s the greatest of his generation, he’s one of the greatest ever. Whatever. Posterity—if there is a posterity—will sort it out. Happily, New Threats from the Soul has beaten the Doomsday Clock to the wire, and we appear to have a little while left to revel in it, receive its revelations, and be revealed by it.

Dutch Interior • Play the Song • 2025



What perhaps hits hardest is the acoustic guitar pattern – dreamy, hypnotic, effortlessly emotive – a progression that lights a fire in your heart without ever raising its voice. It’s delicate, yes, but it carries weight; it holds space. It becomes the perfect vessel for Noah Kurtz to pour his heart out, weaving sentiment and melody into something quietly transcendent. Every strum feels like a step forward, every shift like a pulse, every phrase like a hand reaching out in the dark. atwood

Dec 11, 2025

ifitbeyourwill S06E20 • Eades


A granddad blasting Pink Floyd at school pick-up and a six-year-old jealous of a guitar lesson—hardly the makings of a band, yet that spark lit the path for Eades. We sit down with Harry Jordan and Tom O’Reilly to trace how a bedroom project became a songwriting engine that churned out 50-plus tracks during lockdown and led to Final Sirens Call, an album that swaps warehouse aggression for patient, song-driven craft.

We rewind through the DIY years—four mics on drums, Decapitator on everything, compressors barely compressing—happy accidents that gave their early work its raw honesty. From Gang of Four-style interlocking guitars to later sessions where Wurlitzer and organ opened new space, Harry and Tom unpack how they divide roles, welcome vetoes without ego, and build the trust that fuels creative risk. Influences like Dylan, Lou Reed, and Wilco’s Yankee Hotel Foxtrot pushed them to write songs that stand alone on acoustic or piano before layering in texture—space echoes, tape grit, ghost harmonies—to deepen the mood without losing the core.

We also get real about the hard stuff: sequencing a layered album where one track shift changes the story, adapting dense arrangements for a five-piece stage, and promoting ambitious music in a noisy world. But the momentum’s real—a hometown night at the Brudenell Social Club, an Independent Venue Week run, Europe ahead, and a third record tracked mostly live to capture the spark.

If you’re drawn to indie rock that balances DIY grit with evolving craft—post-punk pulse, garage roots, and rich arrangements—this one’s for you. Hear how Eades build songs that hold up on a single guitar, then bloom in the studio, and why their next chapter leans back into the raw joy of playing live. Subscribe, share with a friend who loves Wilco-era ambition, and tell us: which Eades track hits you hardest?





Despite an overarching influence from American indie-rock artists like Wilco and Richard Swift, Eades’ second album is a playful experiment of sound, with the echoes of many genres being heard throughout the tracklist; indie-rock, post-punk, Americana, 60’s, Britpop – you name it, they’ve dabbled. Experimentation being at the core of this album is no doubt due to the inevitable growth and self-exploration that comes with time passing, but also down to their new studio space, Bam Bam Studios, owned and operated by Eades’ frontman, Harry Jordan. With plenty of new equipment and a private, comfortable environment, the quartet had the freedom to really get creative and go in any direction they wanted – so they went in all directions. clunk

Dec 10, 2025

best of 2025 • Carson McHone • Pentimento

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Within seconds of Carson McHone’s Pentimento, one hears how the album organizes itself around this idea. Thrillingly alive in the music are exquisite articulations of pastoral folk with snatches of spoken word. Occasional riffs that call back to her roots in Texas build towards moments of organic and tactile rock. WRUV

Dec 8, 2025

ifitbeyourwill S06E19 • Ada Lea


A shy kid singing Christina Aguilera behind a bedroom door.
A bass in the school band.
A choir class where matching pitch felt impossible—and the sting of being told not to sing.

Fast-forward a few years: New York, tendonitis, and a hard pivot to voice lessons that changed everything. That’s the winding, very human path that led Alexandra Levy (you might know her as Ada Lea) to a sound that feels wholly her own—one built on stubborn curiosity, kind mentors, and the courage to start again. We caught up with Alexandra back home in Montréal, the city that raised her musically and still keeps her orbit steady. She talked about When I Paint My Masterpiece, an album that didn’t even start as an album. The idea was simple: trade perfectionism for momentum. Write a song every three days, share it with friends, move on. No endless revisions, no preciousness. Some sketches fell flat; others lit up instantly. Over time, the pile of demos turned into a record—less planned, more discovered.

Between recording sessions, she returned to school for literature, painting, and drawing—creative cross-training that sharpened her eye for detail and her sense of structure. That cross-pollination shows up everywhere: in the visual precision of her lyrics, in the cinematic pacing of her songs.
Teaching at Concordia University adds another layer. Watching her students take risks reminded her what real vulnerability sounds like. “They go to places I used to protect,” she says. That mirror helped her unlock something she didn’t know she’d lost.

We also talk touring—the logistics, the limits, the life part of the life. Levy has learned to keep the stage joyful by designing tours that feel human: shorter drives, earlier nights, and room to breathe. The goal isn’t just survival; it’s longevity. Through it all runs a quiet theme: mentorship, boundaries, and community practice as fuel. Art doesn’t survive on inspiration alone—it needs structure, kindness, and people who remind you why you started. If you’ve ever been told you can’t sing, that it’s “too late,” or that you’re doing it wrong, Alexandra’s story offers a better script. Skill is learnable. Art can be rebuilt. And a voice gets stronger every time you use it with intention.

Stream When I Paint My Masterpiece, wander the Mile End streets that echo through her melodies, and let the music remind you: the best art often begins where you almost gave up.